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Journal Entry: Mon Apr 14, 2008, 6:37 AM
Life is boring and scary.

You grow up not noticing how good you have it- you live day to day, live your stupid life- ignore your parents and just play. Then you turn about or around five
and then you start noticing things. I am not going to go into detail but I know I noticed the abscence of a dad.

You do the school thing, waste the weekends sitting at home alone (i did)
if you are like me you make few friends- not being a sheep doesnt help.
You waste the time not learning cause u think its boring, you have a big mouth like me well you ruin it for others too- though you dont know it at the time.

You have moments. faded memories of triumphs small and insignificant.


then you wake up one day the manager of some job you dont hate but realise your ambition is gone. Dreams have been dead for years. Faith in parents gone mostly except for glimmering moments. depressing as all hell really.



bad things- car is dirty, house is pigsty, nervous about driving mum and sisters to airport- they only been in my car once, scared of anything going wrong while they away. Haven't spoken to ian and he hasnt called me. Guess i meant so much to him. WORK, im stupid, i know nothing. Getting married- lol ha omg rofl i am going to have to organise ev thing and i dont want to. Lonely even when im not alone these days. No dancing.

good things
matchbox twenty
getting married
holidays
selling stuff on ebay
sleep
cuddles
little sisters
dancing

hmm sigh.

  • Mood: Emotional
  • Listening to: numb linken park
  • Reading: raymond e feist
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: wow
  • Eating: little
  • Drinking: dc

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 20
  • Current Residence: Australia Brisbane
  • Interests: music, reading, reading, ebay
  • Favourite movie: Dr who- the series
  • Favourite band or musician: MATCHBOX 20
  • Favourite genre of music: all of it!!!!
  • Favourite poet or writer: silvia plath cause of mushrooms
  • Favourite photographer: meh
  • Favourite style of art: Auroeblackcat s style
  • Operating System: xp
  • MP3 player of choice: ipod( god i love it)yeah still!
  • Shell of choice: not the one that sells petrol....
  • Wallpaper of choice: all my favs from deviant
  • Skin of choice: animal wrong otherwise it all good
  • Favourite game: wow
  • Favourite gaming platform: gamecube(if you don't like it good for you!)
  • Favourite cartoon character: lola bunny she is so better than bugs LOLA!
  • Personal Quote: Life does not stop at zebra crossings
  • Tools of the Trade: Anthony, heart and soul, misery and depression

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~deniall:icondeniall: Mar 5, 2008, 5:58:44 AM
I alive


just

parents split up- once bad enough second set bad.

work work work

wow ate my babies
visit soon?
love mad

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all these things we think we are, are only a drop on a pond tops depths and we watch the ripples as we decide what to be....
~LmDark:iconLmDark: Feb 7, 2008, 2:41:45 PM
Hello gorgeous girl!

Just seeing if you're still alive.

WoW EATS PEOPLE! FIGHT BACK!

Hugs and kisses.

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What do you mean, you're miserable too?
This is MY tragedy!
~MidnightShadow83:iconMidnightShadow83: Nov 26, 2007, 9:36:58 AM
Was it the ottoman? They are nothing but fluffy instigators?

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They can take my voice when they pry it from my cold, dead throat.

Stop by and check out my Angry Hippie's Blog and Podcast [link]
Or WHATSABUDGET Films on youtube [link]

*Apophysis
~deniall:icondeniall: Nov 26, 2007, 7:17:49 AM
No dont worry I am alive and unimprisoned! The furniture started it tho!

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all these things we think we are, are only a drop on a pond tops depths and we watch the ripples as we decide what to be....
~MidnightShadow83:iconMidnightShadow83: Nov 14, 2007, 10:33:55 PM
Just saying hello. Checking to make sure that you hadn't been locked up for random acts of violence against furniture. Once I found out there were whole stores dedicated to selling it, I began to worry....:D

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They can take my voice when they pry it from my cold, dead throat.

Stop by and check out my Angry Hippie's Blog and Podcast [link]
Or WHATSABUDGET Films on youtube [link]

*Apophysis
~sutinen:iconsutinen: Aug 11, 2007, 12:52:52 AM
Thank you very much for the favourites dear. :heart:

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:peace:oÔ/Ôo:peace:
=komiks:iconkomiks: Aug 6, 2007, 8:18:16 PM
you like my youtube tutorial yes? ;D

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Steph: hi
Artur: hi.
Steph: whats up!!
Artur: i dunno!!!
Steph: !!!!

Six hours later
Artur: why did you start this convo!!!
Steph: UGH SHUT UP I FELT LIKE TALKING TO SOMEONE
*SitkaReign:iconSitkaReign: May 8, 2007, 8:29:51 PM
Thank you for the fave of Aurora [link] I was watching an aurora about a month ago and realized how unworthy words are at describing such a celestial event.

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The world is deep--and more profound than day would have thought.
~Serendipity-au:iconSerendipity-au: Mar 7, 2007, 3:52:10 AM Mood: Joy
Thanks for the fav and coment - I have heaps of old poems but still working through which are suitable to put up or not :)

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Poetry and Hums aren't things which you get, they're things which get you. And all you can do is to go where they can find you. ~Winnie-the-Pooh

"The work of the artist is to lift up peoples hearts and help them endure" - William Faulkner
~thebellman:iconthebellman: Feb 20, 2007, 4:26:09 PM
[link]

[link]

[link]

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“The job of art is to chase ugliness away” - Bono.
~deniall:icondeniall: Feb 20, 2007, 6:47:44 AM
I admit to trying to rhyme when i was very yound i admit to liking english but not knowing what any actual structures are... eeek! Ty for the reads tho (:

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all these things we think we are, are only a drop on a pond tops depths and we watch the ripples as we decide what to be....
~MidnightShadow83:iconMidnightShadow83: Feb 8, 2007, 10:20:12 PM
Just checking in, hope all is well! :D

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They can take my voice when they pry it from my cold, dead throat.

Stop by and check out my Angry Hippie's Blog and Podcast [link]
Or WHATSABUDGET Films on youtube [link]

*Apophysis
*CatharsisJB:iconCatharsisJB: Jan 31, 2007, 1:52:41 PM
Sorry this is several days late, but thanks so much for the watch and faves. I appreciate it :)
~airyfairyamy:iconairyfairyamy: Jan 27, 2007, 4:28:45 AM Mood: Joy
hey hun, no i dont mind if you use my picture :-). goodluck with your work! =D. :hug: xx

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:hug: Work like you don't need the money;
dance like no one is watching; :glomp:
:boing: sing like no one is listening;
love like you've never been hurt; :floating:
:nod: and live life every day as if it were your last.
*PearlPhoenix:iconPearlPhoenix: Jan 25, 2007, 12:43:37 PM
thanks for the fav :)

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"The Dragon Being" My Graphic Novel in progress [link]
I'm not Epic, I'm LEGENDARY! LOL
~thebellman:iconthebellman: Jan 10, 2007, 2:45:13 PM
I have strolled about, peering here and there amongst the leaves upon which you have written. You have a good turn of phrase, an ability to select an evocative series of words to build the image you intend. I'm not a fan of unstructured free verse, though, preferring older fixed forms. Have you tried your hand at any of them? Have you tried writing short (even very very short) fiction or essays? Why not try to write a description of Darnassus?

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“The job of art is to chase ugliness away” - Bono.
~thebellman:iconthebellman: Jan 10, 2007, 5:01:35 AM
I'm gil. Will read tomorrow...

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“The job of art is to chase ugliness away” - Bono.
~shadowconqueror:iconshadowconqueror: Jun 25, 2006, 8:02:49 AM
Hello there, thanks for the add. Beautiful pic on your feature.
Thanks again.^-^

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My best friend is my pencil and the paper is my lover.
~8-Miko-8:icon8-Miko-8: Jun 18, 2006, 2:10:03 AM
Thanx for ya comment ^-^
~zeta4000:iconzeta4000: Jun 4, 2006, 8:29:13 PM
thx for the fav

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I am not the director of Fahrenheit 9/11 nor am i the 7 foot black boxer also im not the scientist i am the 6 foot white kid so stop asking

i am the best Mike Moore

Clubs im in ~SpaceScapes ~innerspace
~chuaster:iconchuaster: May 22, 2006, 7:12:16 AM
thanks for the fav!!!! :hug:

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"Only the narrow minded fail to see that the definition of impossible is 'lack of imagination and incentive'."
~gutterlily10:icongutterlily10: May 20, 2006, 9:05:34 AM
thank you for the :+fav: on and in my dream...!

:hug:

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i think i'm :paranoid:
~theflyingsquirrel:icontheflyingsquirrel: Apr 3, 2006, 3:02:38 PM
Just saying hi!

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Steph loves you! Please visit me!
The problem is that God gives men a brain and a penis, and only enough blood to run one at a time - Robin Williams
You love me enough to click this, right?
*vertigo1473:iconvertigo1473: Feb 28, 2006, 6:13:26 AM
Thanks so much for the fave! It means a lot to me that people such as yourself like what I'm doing.

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Step through the looking glass...
~firestreak:iconfirestreak: Feb 1, 2006, 1:27:57 PM
welcome back and after my current project fairy chao it shall be:D

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i will never need to see the sun again
there's enough light in your eyes
to light up all the world
so take me, take me away
kill me slowly, we'll never be the same - this flesh a tomb by Atreyu